i ve been in a very bad mood lately...Reason: everything! i m really trying 2 think positive here...like...i do have my health and a house 2 live. i dont know 4 how long though...Everything seems very fragile and ready 2 break in a second. Stepping out of the house doesn't help much....i see copperz everywhere and lots of them behaving like a gang of thugs! more than ever...It's called police state. yep! i kind of feel it like a soft machial law kind of thingy... :( I share views on skype with friends that live in other countries around the globe...different levels of shit everywhere...Some times i wished i was living in fucking Syria, so i can feel it in my skin....cause this is worse here in greece...it's sort of like an invisible enemy...psychological warfare. i see sheeple everywhere...lots f them. i want 2 be optimistic...but it's getting harder everyday. When u know stuff...u cant go back and pretend u dont know...u know...