Beam me up Scotty

i ve been in a very bad mood lately...Reason: everything! i m really trying  2 think positive here...like...i do have my health and a house 2 live. i dont know 4 how long though...Everything seems very fragile and ready 2 break in a second. Stepping out of the house doesn't help much....i see copperz everywhere and lots of them behaving like a gang of thugs! more than ever...It's called police state. yep! i kind of feel it like a soft machial law kind of thingy... :(  I share views on skype with friends that live in other countries around the globe...different levels of shit everywhere...Some times i wished i was living in fucking Syria, so i can feel it in my skin....cause this is worse here in greece...it's sort of like an invisible enemy...psychological warfare. i see sheeple everywhere...lots f them. i want 2 be optimistic...but it's getting harder everyday. When u know stuff...u cant go back and pretend u dont know...u know...

My Lebanese stalker ( part 5 )

i ll u tell this! ...he did called me when he said: "lets chat a bit"... didnt answer that of course.  A friend said he is a case study...hell yeahh... " If u love somebody...keep on stalking and see what that get u"...lolol
Check pics...

mood - borderline sick

Few dayz now, my answer 2 all questions is my middle finger! i m borderline sick! like stuffy nose and kind of sore throat. i restrain myself by staying @ home...most of time.

My Lebanese stalker (part 4)

this guy is fun....i m going to miss him if he stops sending me messages...lololol....check his latest sms...lololo

My Lebanese stalker ( part 3 )

The saga keeps unfolding viber style....lololo.... check

Why does my heart...

Hmm...i was @ the clinique today... doing a "trilex"...i think that's how it's called. My cadio doctor said 2 dayz ago, that my heart is betting slow. So i checked it. Apparently ...my working out in the gym, does that! + i have to check it every 2 yearz if it's ok. The exam itself was pretty nice... i was lying half naked on my side on a examination bed and a doctor was sitting behind me holding a sort of a thick pen with slime @ the end, sicking it @ my left boob, watching a monitor that was making wobbling sounds...sweet...lololol.... ended up kind of half asleep...lololol Check pics of my results....

My Lebanese stalker (part 2)

As promised! Told u there 's gonna be a sequel to this one... New pics...i m guessing that the "unnecessary" thing he is referring to...is the first post i did about him @ this blog...lolololo. Check...

Mood - apathetic

Past few dayz ... had been a "blast"... Kind of everything feels wrong...nothing  feels right. i never have a dull moment... Stressing about stuff feeds my insomnia. There is luck of positive energy around me...which is hot commodity btw...when u live in greece. Tick-tack....clock is ticking...What would Tyler Durden do?

Mood- Twilight Zone

Hey guyzz...how do u feel?...cause i m feeling sooo twilight zone here! trying to keep my sanity and common sense in the building :) . My insomnia is off the roof...not only cause i have internet connection...lolol . Millions of irrelevant thoughts crossing my head every sec! Exhausting....and sooo A.D.D. x-box is fulfilling my daily need of shooting people up....lololol. But mostly i want to massive thank all my good friends from different parts of the planet, for our awesome convos though skype and being emotionally there 4 me. :)

My Lebanese stalker ( YEP...no doubt about it, ur father should have pulled earlier )

Some dayz ago, i was chatting on Blendr with a guy from Beirut. Everything was cool...so we skyped. The guy was acting normal, trying to be funny...so when he asked me for my cell number...i was like..."hey, take it". Next day he skyped me again. So we were talking, and he goes: "how much money do u want to come in Beirut to see me". i called him a douchebag...he didnt get it ....so i called him an asshole, clicking on terminating the call. Of course i blocked him.!!! but guess what he start smsing me on my cell....monologue style. Check the pics of my mgs....i m not even answering...and the guy keeps on going.... These r the guyz yo momma warn u about... U can check it also under obsessive compulsive personality disorder. Enjoy!

An open letter to the 100 greek men i styled 4 the toyota tvc

Dear 100 greek men i styled 4 the Toyota tvc

Last friday i did the styling on u for the new Toyota commercial. It was my hope and pleasure to do this job. However i m confessing that i didnt write this correspondence in good temper. U see when i was actually doing my job, u kept behaving like rude misogynistic douchebags, treating me like 2nd class citizen. Too much testosterone was flowing.

 Please, 100 greek men i styled 4 the toyota tvc, do not think that i dont like guyz. I DO. The thing is: i like guyz who dont use me as a psychotherapy practice just because deep inside u hate ur mums.
Also, this one goes to some of 100 greek men i styled 4 the toyota tvc. BREAKING NEWS: the closet is getting crowded. just put ur hand in the door nob, and get out of the closet. U dont have to punish the female species.

I dont know who u r, 100 greek men i styled 4 the toyota tvc, but i styled 100 of u, and only 3 of u where polite to me

In closing, 100 greek men i styled 4 the toyota tvc, i wanna say that not even a gang bang is that big (100). Marketing companies use such numbers for research....

  

i want to stick a bullet between the eyes of every panda who wont screw to save his species

my mood today in a nut shell...Love this quote from "fight club". my day started mildly with my agency telling me that clients dont pay them...thus...no money for me...payment day-unknown. i m not complaining over here...just loosing it...little by little. my usual bag of tricks 4 cheering myself up, doesn't work so good :( . i know...every person is responsible 4 his or hers choices ...but hey....how much wiping can a person take?...fyi...it's like somebody is systematically wiping me everyday. Living in athens...does it 2 u. Like an s&m  scene loop from a "twilight zone" episode combine. i stayed mostly home today...cause my violent self knows when has to be restrained...lolol...meeting people is not an option 4 today...lololo